Ugh, ugh, ugh.
I started this blog to keep me honest, so here it is.
Today: I was 102 all day, swam and biked, only ate about 150 cal.
Dinner = death. Binged.
slice of pork
grilled pepper/onion/zucchini mix
cup of broccoli
cup of rice
cup of yam-yums (deathhhh)
2 pieces of corn bread
and some chocolate.
Just kill me now! I was doing SO WELL. Friggin' dinner with parents watching and then me not having self control once I start eating. I swore to myself I wouldn't purge anymore, no no no, but I might. Idk if I can help it, today. Help me.
I hate me, sometimes. Lots of times. Most times.
Plus, fighting with Boyfriend.
Ugh.
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