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I hate Mondays, and I hate being forced to eat.
I just want to curl up in a ball and cry for awhile and then sleep and not move or eat and gaaaahhhh :(
I NEED TO KNOW HOW MUCH I FREAKING WEIGH. I'm going insane, dying, crying, aughhhhhhhhhhhh.
I hate Mondays. Today was bad.
Today: ~715 calories - wtf. wtf. wtf.
Input: ~905 - what. the. hell.
hard boiled egg white (17)
apple (37)
skinless chicken leg (~180)
green beans (25)
cous cous (645??? WTF? WHAT IS IN THAT CRAP AND WHY DID MOM MAKE ME EAT IT!? RAGEEEEEEEEEE >.< D: *sob*)
Output: ~185
running
abs
[+ whatever I have time to do later, hopefully leg lifts and more abs]
I hate Mondays.
Have I mentioned I don't like Mondays?
oh no, i guess you haven't been able to access your scale? i know i would go crazy too if i couldn't check my weight X times every day :/ holy crap i had no idea cous cous had that many calories... hopefully you can make it up by restricting a little more tomorrow? i'm sorry this hasn't all gone exactly as you wanted it to when you told your mom :(
ReplyDeleteAgh! That absolutely blows, hidden calories in stupid couscous. COUSCOUS DOESNT EVEN TASTE GOOD! I personally am NOT a fan. Maybe you can bargain with her and substitute it for a rice cake or something from now on?
ReplyDeleteThis is soo rough, I'm so sorry about you not having a scale. Has your body itself felt better at all, besides the fact that you're being forced to eat?
xo
Victoria
Honey I know this sickening feeling I'm feeling it today! I don't even know how to comfort you.. Fkk I'm sry. You can overcome this sweetie, take control. Be a better yoy *even though you're so amazing already* I'm sending my love. xoxox
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