from "memento mori" to a phoenix rising
sickness to recovery

Monday, November 8, 2010

binge

Dammit, why do I do this to myself?  Honestly?

Without scales I have nothing to keep me accountable.  I hate this I hate me I have way too much hate in my life.

I need to stop cutting.  I need a hug and a good cry and some SLEEP :[

It was not a good Monday.

2 comments:

  1. :( poor little girl.
    I can give internet hugs...
    *Hugs*
    *Hugs*
    *Hugs*

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  2. hey how bad does your binges go? i recently had it, it was a nghtmare. the worst experience in my entire frigging life coz it even got up at midnight to binge. it was like, my eye wide open and my hands couldnt stop grabbing.. does yours go as bad?

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