from "memento mori" to a phoenix rising
sickness to recovery

Monday, March 14, 2011

accountability

I will only begin to be strong again if I have to be accountable.

Therefore, I will post my weight here
EVERY
SINGLE
DAY

Good day, bad day, rain, shine, binge, restrict.  Every day.

Today: a whopping, disgusting, back to my start weight gross fat nasty 102.

I feel like I've failed you girls :(  It's just so hard when people are MAKING you gain.

Stupid doctors.  This body does not like 102.  This body likes to be light and bony.

And so we go.

1 comment:

  1. you must look so damn petite at 5"3 & 102, like a ballerina..

    xx sarah

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