from "memento mori" to a phoenix rising
sickness to recovery

Monday, May 23, 2011

no matter what i do

i feel like a failure.


is it even possible to gain 4 pounds from eating your BMR for 2 days?  


it shouldn't be.  is it?  i don't know.  i don't know what's real anymore.  


i'm afraid.  i need to lose.  i need to gain.  i don't know.  i don't know.


i'm afraid.


i'm spiraling back down, girls.

1 comment:

  1. It's not possible love, it's water weight or something similar - it will go away. clear your head and take your time, you're in no rush either way xx

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