You've called me an inspiration. Strong. Thin. Beautiful. So many things.
Girls, you were wrong.
I am weak. A Failure. A girl who is a Failure is not thin and beautiful, she is fat and repulsive.
I am that girl [today, at least].
But tomorrow I will be strong.
Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.
It's temporary pleasure, forever guilt, and I must remember that.
Tomorrow. I will be Strong again.
It's nice to know that others struggle as well. (I had an all day binge and then found out I couldn't purge)
ReplyDeleteI'm fasting tomorrow, do you wanna join?
this is really pretty and enspiring ,thank you.
ReplyDeleteI know youre having a hard time, but, to me, you seem immortal... You're this image I have of strength and perfection.. And now that I know that even you struggle sometimes, I know I can get to where you are as well.
ReplyDeleteHang in there, love. You're great.
xoxo