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why don't you all see it? you girls here and my family and friends and boyfriend in real life?
am i the only one? the only one who thinks that to eat is to fail?
eating=failure.
there doesn't seem to be another option. or i don't believe there is.
or something.
so confused.
so sick of people forcing me to eat.
so i was skinny once! november. that was then, this is now, now is time to lose.
82 pounds lightairyfeathersflyingaway
nothing
holding
me
down
now i am 100 pounds of disgust.
and it must change.
and they must stop making me eat.
in a little more than a month i will turn 18. i will be a legal adult.
and i will be thin again.
so help me, i will.
I think you look lovely, but I still wish you luck in reaching your goal, as long as you don't end up in the hospital. As long as you are healthy then I don't see the problem. You're also a lot shorter than me, so that makes a difference too. I could NEVER get away with 87lbs. They'd shove a tube down my throat and force feed me. Anyway, good luck and stay strong! :)
ReplyDeleteYou are gorgeous and you're definitely not fat, but I understand the need to reach a goal and then deciding it isn't enough!
ReplyDeleteI hope you get to a point where you feel somewhat happy with your body :)
100lbs? Is that all? I'm half again that.
ReplyDeleteThe only failure is the consuming of empty calories. If it has no nutritional value, WTF are you doing putting it in your mouth?
Love you <3
Darling, we can't see it because it only exists in your head. Which is not to say that it makes it any less awful for you.
ReplyDeleteI know you will continue on this path whatever I say, but please, find a way to get vitamins and nutrients somehow.
If you truly think eating is failing, have protein shakes, soups packed with veggies and take vitamin pills.
PLEASE.
Love you xxxxx
eating =faliure! its for the weak ! ikr i was once skinny and then they litterally fed me spoonfuls of fat . happy unbirthday and welcome 2 ur new freedom ,stay skinny xoxo
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