and it's really kind of funny
and kind of sad
how familiar it is to be in a bathroom
frantically covering my arm with make up to hide still bleeding cuts
and looking at the toilet and wondering if today's a day to purge
and if today's a day to relapse.
i don't know what to do anymore, guys. i really don't.
i'm falling apart and there's no one to notice or care
I know how you feel, I do and I wish I didn't. I'm so sorry sweetie.
ReplyDeleteI wish things were going better for you, Posie.
ReplyDeleteHang in there, ok? Hold on as long as you can.
Love you so much <3