Well hello there my lovelies. I'm so pleased that there are still people here, although at the same time I'm sad, because, let's face it. The pro-ana/anorexia/ED/whateveryoucallthis community is saddening. Anyway, no time for that rant just now.
What's been happening in my life? In the broad overview, I'm alive, well, healthy, and mostly happy.
In more detail, I'm at college/university now. I absolutely love it, and I've made the best friends of my life. I'm still dating my amazing, wonderful boyfriend of almost two years, and I couldn't be happier with him. I love him.
My weight has stabilized, finally, at about 115 pounds. I actually went to college and lost weight and I'm attempting to normalize my relationship with food. There's a lot of up and downs, which is to be expected, but I'm getting there. I'm not totally happy with my weight, but I've lately been allowed to start exercising again, which should help. My boyfriend is also amazing; I had never felt beautiful before him, and without fail, he makes me feel like the most amazing girl in the world. I've definitely relapsed a few times, but I'm doing well overall, in ED sense of things. The beginning of my first semester at uni was rough; I became pretty depressed and suicidal. With the grace of God and the help of everyone I know I'm working on that too.
I'm still far from "normal," but then again, who wants to be normal?
Anything you want answered, leave a comment. I love you guys.
Yay for Uni! Yay for friends! Yay for being stabilised and allowed to exercise again!
ReplyDeleteSo glad to hear that things are generally going well for you. You are fantastic! *hugs*
Take care <3