from "memento mori" to a phoenix rising
sickness to recovery

Thursday, May 31, 2012

prom weekend

I'll be missing in action (that awkward moment when I can't abbreviate that to MIA here haha) this weekend.

Wish me luck.  Maybe I'll upload a picture if I feel especially daring.

Love you all!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

a step in the right direction?

All I seem to eat lately is fruits and veggies and drink water and iced tea.

I feel so full all the time cause I eat so much (too much) but it's better than junk food.

Right?

Thursday, May 24, 2012

isobel

You really made my day with that post.

Loling.  Needed that.  Thanks girl.

Sunday, May 20, 2012

decision

I am going to university to become a nutritionist.  It's time people in my real life knew why.

I'm going to "come out" about my eating disorder to my friends who don't know.

What do you guys think?  Have you ever done anything similar?  How did it go?

Saturday, May 19, 2012

i know what it's like

"But I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. You hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. ...How the hell am I supposed to recover when I don't even understand my disease?"
Girl Interrupted 

Friday, May 11, 2012

nothing to report

studying my ass off.  ya know, the usual.

how are you all?

Thursday, May 3, 2012

shark week

ergh.

What I want to do:  eat chocolate and junk food.

What I am doing:  not eating.  Or rather, eating very little.

Pass the test of normalcy.