ironic

I have 50 followers (so amazed here), which was a goal of mine.

On the same day that I get rejected from the program I wanted needed to attend.

So ironic.

And it's sick sick sick that this makes me think - at least I have an excuse to be upset and starve.

Happy National Inconvenience Day

Well, today was an inconvenience for me :P
I ate too much and exercised too little.

Input: 970 cal
Output: 239 cal
Total: 731 gross calories

Ugh. This weekend I'll reply to comments, I love you all - new followers, please introduce yourself!

back in the game

I'm back in the game.
I'm also amazed that I can be such a CRAP blogger and still have 47 followers!?  *shocked and flattered*

Please, introduce yourself.
I'll update soon, hopefully!

Today:
Input: 406 calories
Output: 291 calories
TOTAL: 115 calories

I'm afraid to weigh myself, because I am a fat disgusting lard.  But with enough days like this, I shall see results.
Love y'all.

Valentine's Day

Happy Singles Awareness Day my lovelies!

I am so, so sorry I've been AWOL for so long.
I owe you explanation, it is true, but I a. can't bring myself to say some of the things, and b. don't have the time (Physics homework, all day every day).

So I'll sum up:

My boyfriend broke up with me, I studied for midterms for like 12000 years, it snowed a butt-ton, and then I got very, very sick.  (Thank heavens I didn't miss midterms, but the aftermath of them.)
So I spent a great deal of time at home, in bed, doing nothing.
Sadly, it wasn't throwing up sick.
So I also did a lot more eating than I'd like deserve.

And I am disgusting and fat, long story short.  One upside being that I water-loaded and wore a ton of layers for my doctor's appointment (they weigh you in street clothes!  lol!) and hit a lovely disgusting 99.5 pounds, and got off with a warning to gain some weight, and come back in a month if I haven't gotten my period.  They are "concerned" that I haven't had my period for 6 months.  They wonder why.

I just lqtm.  They have no idea.  Imagine if I'd gone at 82 pounds?

Long story shorter, I want need to lose weight, asap, as in yesterday.

So from today on every bite that passes my lips will be documented for you girls to see.  Because I've realized that I only fail when I'm not thinking of you.

So I thank you.
And love you.

Hope you all have had a WONDERFUL V-day, you deserve it my friends :)

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