Mum walked into the bathroom just as I was weighing myself. I should have locked the door, craaaaap. Crap.
Now she knows I weigh 93 pounds. She FLIPPED.
I am in deep shit here. Hopefully I can keep passing it off as just losing weight because of xc...?
I need advice, my friends. What can I tell her???
Isobel, I'm still meaning to reply to you once my life calms the heck down :P Love you girl.
Love you all. Wish me luck, pray, whatever - just please comment with tips/advice that you use D= =/ I'm in trouble.
<3Posie
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
short 'n' sweet
Mad busy. Mental breakdown busy.
93 pounds, w00t w00t. Hallelujah.
Isobel, I'll reply to your comment asap <3 thanks girl, wish I wasn't so busy <3
93 pounds, w00t w00t. Hallelujah.
Isobel, I'll reply to your comment asap <3 thanks girl, wish I wasn't so busy <3
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
broken?
Can it be true!?
My scales tell me I weigh 94! *crosses fingers* Oh, I do hope so. That wretched plateau >.<
Anyway, CRAZY busy today, so enjoy my song posts and I wish you all well <3
Lots'o'love,
Posie
P.S: I broke 50 posts :O I can't even remember what it was like before I had you girls. Lovelovelove.
My scales tell me I weigh 94! *crosses fingers* Oh, I do hope so. That wretched plateau >.<
Anyway, CRAZY busy today, so enjoy my song posts and I wish you all well <3
Lots'o'love,
Posie
P.S: I broke 50 posts :O I can't even remember what it was like before I had you girls. Lovelovelove.
21 Guns
21 GUNS
by Green Day
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside, you're in ruins
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...
Did you try to live on your own?
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died, you're in ruins
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...
Yet another song I adore. It's pretty self-explanatory, non? Favorite part: When you're at the end of the road / And you lost all sense of control / And your thoughts have taken their toll / When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul / Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass / Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins... So true.
by Green Day
Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside, you're in ruins
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...
Did you try to live on your own?
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died, you're in ruins
One, 21 Guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 Guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I ...
Yet another song I adore. It's pretty self-explanatory, non? Favorite part: When you're at the end of the road / And you lost all sense of control / And your thoughts have taken their toll / When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul / Your faith walks on broken glass and the hangover doesn't pass / Nothing's ever built to last, you're in ruins... So true.
ODDs and Even SOs
ODDS AND EVEN SOS
by Eleventyseven
No one ever seems to understand her
I don't think that her parents even planned her
And everywhere she goes she feels rejected
Miscommunication is expected
She's crying for direction
Lost in her reflection
All the while pretending she's alive
She's trying not to show it
But everybody knows it
Something is just killing her inside
Like a recall on your television screen
She was someone you would never want to see
And things never worked out the way
She planned every drop of blood she had is on your hands
[chorus]
Maybe someday soon when she's alone
She'll decide to take a life that's not her own
Lying on the ground beside her gun
Never knowing she's not the only one
All she ever needed was a voice
Telling her that she could make a different choice
Now is not the time cause it's too late
What good is God doing you when he is only faith?
[chorus]
I love this song. It speaks to me. "Lost in her reflection"... Yup. Like it was written for those of us with desperation behind our eyes and steel and starvation in our ribs.
by Eleventyseven
No one ever seems to understand her
I don't think that her parents even planned her
And everywhere she goes she feels rejected
Miscommunication is expected
She's crying for direction
Lost in her reflection
All the while pretending she's alive
She's trying not to show it
But everybody knows it
Something is just killing her inside
Like a recall on your television screen
She was someone you would never want to see
And things never worked out the way
She planned every drop of blood she had is on your hands
[chorus]
Maybe someday soon when she's alone
She'll decide to take a life that's not her own
Lying on the ground beside her gun
Never knowing she's not the only one
All she ever needed was a voice
Telling her that she could make a different choice
Now is not the time cause it's too late
What good is God doing you when he is only faith?
[chorus]
I love this song. It speaks to me. "Lost in her reflection"... Yup. Like it was written for those of us with desperation behind our eyes and steel and starvation in our ribs.
Monday, September 27, 2010
help me, bloggers. you're my only hope.
Please, right now, asap, this moment: give me any and all tips you've got for breaking a plateau. If I see another day of 95 pounds, I'll scream.
Star Wars reference, btw. Ftw <3
Natalie Portman? Frickin' GORGEOUS. Even bald. Love her.
And a special shout out to Isobel, who I missed like HELL. (And, ftr, totally picture as Natalie in my head...) Girl, I wanna hear ALL ABOUT FRANCE. I want details on the people, places, and food, of course - I'm living (and eating) vicariously through you :) And soon we shall be losing together again!
Star Wars reference, btw. Ftw <3
Natalie Portman? Frickin' GORGEOUS. Even bald. Love her.
And a special shout out to Isobel, who I missed like HELL. (And, ftr, totally picture as Natalie in my head...) Girl, I wanna hear ALL ABOUT FRANCE. I want details on the people, places, and food, of course - I'm living (and eating) vicariously through you :) And soon we shall be losing together again!
Sunday, September 26, 2010
irony
i find it
ironic
to the extreme
that the only thing i watch on tv
while i work out
is the food network.
3 cheers for masochism, eh, beauties?
ironic
to the extreme
that the only thing i watch on tv
while i work out
is the food network.
3 cheers for masochism, eh, beauties?
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